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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 22, 2014, 12:43 AM
With Thanksgiving fast approaching at less than a week away, I just wanted to with everyone out there a safe and a happy and safe time with family and friends this holiday season. I wish you all the best, and I pray that your time with your family will be meaningful.

The guy I met turned out to not work out, he was just too different from me, and not in appealing ways. I couldn't and wouldn't go any further in getting to know him, since he lives almost 4 hours away it just wasn't going to wrok out anyways. Well its safe to say I'm ok, I've been single a long time, and I am at peace with it. I am leaving it in God's hands, and maybe just maybe I'll meet the right guy. In the mean time I am taking my free time to spend as much as I can with my mother. 

We are hoping God willing that the Dr's are wrong and that this will not be our last few months with her. A month or so roughly we were told by her DR that she might only have 6 months. He can't be super sure, all the way anyways. But he is sure that its not much longer. I pray and will leave it in God's hands.....and in the mean time, I am making sure to spend every moment I can with her. 

I would appreciate your thoughts and prayers for my family. We need a miracle...and this year my christmas wish is more time with my mom. I don't have anything else I want half as much as this, its really hard to talk about it. 

I love you all,

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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 22, 2014, 12:43 AM
With Thanksgiving fast approaching at less than a week away, I just wanted to with everyone out there a safe and a happy and safe time with family and friends this holiday season. I wish you all the best, and I pray that your time with your family will be meaningful.

The guy I met turned out to not work out, he was just too different from me, and not in appealing ways. I couldn't and wouldn't go any further in getting to know him, since he lives almost 4 hours away it just wasn't going to wrok out anyways. Well its safe to say I'm ok, I've been single a long time, and I am at peace with it. I am leaving it in God's hands, and maybe just maybe I'll meet the right guy. In the mean time I am taking my free time to spend as much as I can with my mother. 

We are hoping God willing that the Dr's are wrong and that this will not be our last few months with her. A month or so roughly we were told by her DR that she might only have 6 months. He can't be super sure, all the way anyways. But he is sure that its not much longer. I pray and will leave it in God's hands.....and in the mean time, I am making sure to spend every moment I can with her. 

I would appreciate your thoughts and prayers for my family. We need a miracle...and this year my christmas wish is more time with my mom. I don't have anything else I want half as much as this, its really hard to talk about it. 

I love you all,

Merry Christmas Rapunzel 2014 by PhoenixdreamangelMSB
Merry Christmas Rapunzel 2014
This seems to be a new tradition, I've done on and of with drawing my fav character around the holidays. It used to be halloween and christmas. Last year I had 3 pics of her for      Christmas the year before Halloween. This year its Christmas again and it felt so great! So wonderful! I've been stuck for a while on drawing when this came out wow! I'm still staring. I wanted her based more after the 2d version of Rapunzel we see in calendars...I hope you guys love it. I intend to do more trust me. I have secret santa's to do and they love her so :D LOL

This however is just my holiday gift to you all in general! 

Merry Christmas
Secret Santa 1 by PhoenixdreamangelMSB Merry Christmas To all by PhoenixdreamangelMSB Secret Santa 2 by PhoenixdreamangelMSB Princess Jasmine's Christmas by PhoenixdreamangelMSB 
Michelle Bowen
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Sinborn Wings will no longer be written. Upon further reflection I have come to realize that just because I rename the demons doens't make them any less demonic. Making demons that are nice or have personalities that are not evil, while it may not mislead some it may mislead others. I cannot be responsible for such a thing. Representing Demons and the Devil in any way shape or form, I realize is not right. I know people will not understand or like this and I realize the book was 'Christian' in some areas, but it wasn't the right way to go. I cannot help how I feel and have felt for some time now. 

Demons are evil dark creatures, they serve Satan, and Satan and his fallen angels are nothing to make light of. They are nothing to even slightly alter into any better light and then of course as I did rename and rehome them in a different world. I may never get to see Isabelle in a book called Sinborn Wings but that does not mean she will not be reborn without the wings or atleast without the horns. I might do something with her still having wings.

But as I said I cannot condone the horns and demonic tie ups in the story. I make can rename them all I want but like a dog is a dog, a demon is a demon. I got so caught up in the artist nature of such. I will also be removing dragons which is a represntation of Satan from "Mirror of the Soul' the story Mirror of the SOul will still be written, along with the other stories to follow.

Again like I said this does not mean that Isabelle herself will never make a story, she will...because I know many of you love her almost as much as I do. She's a very good character, who I somehow got tangled up in a bad situation.

So sinborn wings is no more....I am sorry i ever wasted my time on it or allowed myself to be deceived for even a minute about its connections with Demons. Demons do not come into my writings in anyway shape or form. Atleast not in a good light, maybe as a major baddie...and not to be glorfied etiher. But its just a point I am making.

I had to get this off of my chest, and I am sorry to those of you whose hopes I got up, this story will not proceed, and this is not brought on by depression or anything like it but rather an awakening to the facts. Satan often hides himself in what appear to be 'Christian' ideas or thoughts, that are somehow twisted into his way. I can see that now clear as day.

So I will come up with a new story to write hopefully Isabelle will be there in....I have a few ideas.....but never will I try to publish my works...I cannot stand the idea of being famous, celebrities...are not my way. If I wanted to be famous I would have persued it.

So if you want to read these books when I write...they will be free of cost. 

Again sorry about the change with Sinborn Wings........

God bless you all and keep you safe!

Michelle Bowen
My gift to my Mom by PhoenixdreamangelMSB
My gift to my Mom
My mother has had Huntingtons Disease for 10 years now, and sadly about a month ago? We were told she may only have 6 months left to live. Now we are not sure the DR is right, but they wanted to send Hospice nurses here to help. They told my sister that only happens in situations like this. Its heart breaking, its hard to accept, and its hard to know how much time she truly has. She is a good woman, a kind woman, someone I love so much. It breaks my heart. So when I saw this contest I knew what I wanted to do, or atleast for whom. 

As I thought about it I considered drawing it out, but then I realized the photos from our family gallery were so much more potent than anything I could draw. If you look at the Christmas bulb we did that last year. I added images of past Christmas times thru it! Look carefully, The one in the lower right out of the bulb is my mom and I when I was just a little girl. The reason you see my pic over her at the top left is because I want you to know who this is from. This means so much to me, Christmas has always been special to her and myself. We both loved celebrating, getting the Christmas tree and so on. We always had real trees when we were younger. Once she went out on her own and came back with the most ugly charlie brown type tree! I mean it met the criteria's for it, but I remember that being one of the funnest Christmas' days we had. Mom laughed it off, and said it was cute and we kids eagerly decorated the spindly sad tree and it was really quite a sight. It was one of my favorite moments with her at Christmas. There are other memories too, but we've always had this connection at Christmas. So if I could have one wish for her, one Christmas gift, it would be time, so that she could atleast have one last Christmas with us. 

We are praying she lives longer if possible, and having faith in God. The Dr doesn't know for sure how long she has. But he did say her heart is a concern because of how high her blood pressure is. People with HD often have hearts that just give out in the end, or they dye of pneumonia or some other complication the disease brings on. She is a fighter and truly does not give up. So I wont' give up either. This Christmas will be just as special as any other and if we are truly blessed then we will see more Christmas days together. 

I know most of you don't understand what HD does, but Huntington Disease is a horrible disease. The brain attacks the body, makes it so she jerks all over all the time, makes it so she can't walk without help, she can't talk much anymore either, she used to talk so much. Now she just sits in her chair listlessly looking ahead at the tv unless you get her attention. Its hard to understand her, she aspirates all the time, and choked a few weeks ago, we've started grinding her food, and now she even chokes on the water we give her. She has trouble with so much that everyone else takes for granted. And if that isn't enough for her in 2010 she ended up almost dead, and ended up coming away with a colostomy bag on top of everything! Now because her medication she's also lost almost all of her teeth. But when she smiles, oh she's still beautiful, you still see the goodness in her soul, the kindness that is in her. No deformity can take away from that beauty. I love her so much! I don't tell you guys this because I hope you'll vote for me if I tell you a sad story. I tell you this because its required in the contest, and there is no other gift I want to give so much as this one to her! Please keep my family in your thoughts and prayers. It is much appreciated. 

To my dear mother!

If I could give one gift then it would be at least one more Christmas, and hopefully many more!  I love you, and I know you love me too and that Christmas is important to us both. I want to see you smile and maybe even cry out of joy when you see the gift I've gotten you. I want another Christmas eve with you, another Christmas day....eagerly enjoying that day of blessings and love together. Eating turkey or ham, mashed potatoes....and just knowing that we are together as a family will be a blessing! I pray for every day! I pray that your doctors are wrong and that you have many more Christmas days with us........Merry Christmas......and God Bless you mom! 

Love your daughter Michelle 

I used Adobe Photoshop CS6, and I used the clone stamp, I used earaser and other such things to copy it over. I also used the typing tool, and smudge tool, and so many sparkles! I hope you guys love this! 
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Michelle
Artist | Professional | Digital Art
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I draw and do digital and traditional pictures, and I am currently working on 2 books. I was for a while against selling my own work because I was concerned that it would cost me my license for creativity. But honestly now I believe that its not going to hurt me to do this. I also need all the extra money I can get to support my terminally ill mother.

I love writing, and drawing, and I even enjoy singing. I have fun in life and I try to help others out as much as I can. I don't need to be 'famous' to be successful or happy. This does not mean I don't have dreams or want to keep drawing and writing and even getting published. But you will find I am not focused on that.

To top it off I am also a Christian! I will be putting up more Bible art so if you love that then look at the gallery!

See you sooN!
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3 deviants said The stories of Jesus or Santa
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Thanks for the favorite! 
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Thankyou for joining:iconlove-writing:. I hope you enjoy our group:)
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Hey I here's my entry for your year long contest, I chose to draw Daniah. I hope you like her =) Daniah
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I love her and am considering just losing the whole 'colored' wings and making the wings on all of them white. Because yes its 'traditional' but its also really gorgeous. I just thought before if I added colors to the wings it would look interesting. But honestly seeing her with white wings...at the very least her family has white wings! LOL

I love how you do her and Isabelle.

Michelle 
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Want to win a free Copy of Seekers Tribulation BY SarahMyriaCarter

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Thank you so much for the fave. :smooch:
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Thanks for visiting ( The-Queens-Thief )! :) I know it was just a visit, but still. :XD: ; I feel like I should say that.
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LOL thats cool that you are happy but it sounds intereting. It used to be I didn't reallyd o the whole Crossover thing NOW I am an addicted girl! LOL

I've thoguht of these 2 on and of but not sure how that would go. LOL :D 
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I know, me too. I don't know what happened, I was living a peaceful, productive life before. :lmao: 

I know! A lot of people don't. I had to think about it for a minute. 
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Hey thanx for the FAVE, really means alot!!
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You are welcome! 
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Alright well hey don't be a stranger and feel free to contact me whenever you want Wink/Razz =P (Razz) Hug Breadfish Kao Emoji-38 (What in the world?) [V2] Neko Emoji-11 (I luv apples) [V1] Bear Emoji-09 (Nom nom) [V1] 
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Thanks so much for the fave! :bow: 
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Hey thank you so much for the fav.!!! :]
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Thank you so much for the fav! =D (Big Grin) (sorry for the delay)
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You are most welcome! You desrved it. I hadn't seen your gallery in a while. LOL I just get so many messages I end up missing half the mpics so every few weeks I try to go thru a few poeple at a time. LOL :D
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Thank you for the fave!
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((And happy birthday! :O))
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Happy Birthday! Wish you all the best in the success of your books and more blessings for you to come together with your family!! :iconbdayplz: :iconbdaycakeplz:
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